A few months back, I signed up for the Detroit Free Press Half Marathon. My thought process was that if I signed up for it and paid for it, that would surely be all the motiviation I needed to train for the run. Nevermind the last time I signed up for this half, I didn't train at all and it was money thrown out the door. This time around is going to be different, right?
Right.
I decided to take a look at the calendar today as I had this nagging feeling that I should have started training by now. And, um....yeah.....I'm a few weeks behind schedule already.
The last time I actually ran a half marathon was two and a half years ago. I wasn't working and had all the time in the world to train. I only had one kid. When I started training, I had a full 14 weeks to train and I was about 20lbs over my goal weight (which I happily lost during the weeks of training).
This time around, I'm working full time. I have two kids. I'm a single parent. I have 8 weeks to train (10 weeks is ideal), and I'm now 30lbs over my goal weight. I have a lot of things counting against me this time around. And I feel like my heart is only half in it because of this.
So I went for a very quick run at lunch. My knee immediately started hurting (due to the extra weight I'm carrying). I couldn't get my darn running app to work on my iPhone. And then my headphones got a short in them. Let's not talk about my heart rate monitor sitting in my closet that needs to be sent in for maintenance.
But I'm determined to do the race. Even if I have to walk more than half the course. Even if I get frustrated that I'm not as fast as I once was or as thin as I once was. Even if I will be constantly reminded of my personal best time that is not within reach this time. There will always be another race to train for next season. And at the end of the day, at least I'm getting my big ol' booty moving again.
And I can't wait for the day that I get that runner's high again!

Half Marathon April 2009